Not nearly ( or nearly? ) as self deprecating as it sounds, i hate myself was an emo band from the 90s, whose sound can go from subdued, twinkly and melodic to screaming your lungs out. They’re known for taking the tropes of emo music at the time and cranking them to 11. Some say it’s to poke fun at the (then)current scene, some say it’s genuine, maybe a little of both.
Regardless I love this band. I think they’re a good balance of melody and melancholy. They’re for sure the first band I’ve heard use an anime reference in the most epic way imaginable.